Well oh well... On last Thu, I'd guess I made a huge mistake by helping a stranger to get him closer to my best friend Sasi. I thought that by doing so she could be happy but I was so effing wrong!!! Though both of us had a really rough patch on our previous relationships and we hoped to have a better one in the future that what we promised ourselves. I was so so wrong. She told me that she don't need a guy to make her as a whole but all she needs is her family and besties like me and H... My emotion were from apologetic to guilty!!! And I was so down and called S to chat and I felt better. On the other hand, she knew who was the guy eventually and I told her everything as I do not want to lose our friendship over some stranger whom I don't have the reason why I helped him and both of us never fight b4. Grrr...! Valerie you are so nice to people!!! Stop that and be mean!!!!
Then the next day went MidV with eldest sis & her bf with Abs for Shrek for the 2nd time and this first time in years that I fall asleep as I was freezing in the cinema... I wore a pink dress and my legs were like a human popsicle... Then went back home and this thought strikes my mind... "I gotta find my dry-cleaner-to-go bag" Inside that bag has two of my most beloved piece of clothes which are Zara's Little Black Dress and UniQlo's Jumpsuit which I got it from Japan from my step mom!!! I wore them twice!!! Zara's were for the HMC Prom and MPO with Wai E and as for the jumpsuit it was on both Wai E & I's 21st birthday... Gosh their quality are the best man! And a petite body of mine can only fitted to Zara's LBD perfectly...! I was so upset as I was searching and searching my anger and patience worsen... I called up S for 3 times and chatted chatted and he asked me to keep searching as human might forget where they locate their stuffs. Then I didn't go for my 4th search as I scare that I might explode again... So I was crying and crying in my room and I called Wai E and expecting that he wouldn't pick up the call and I am prepared to continue crying... But after a long ring, he picked up my call and I tried to have casual talks like "Have you had your dinner" and he asked me am I crying then I didn't answer him anything and I just cried on the phone. He was surprised as he knew that I am not a cry baby and for the record he knew that he's the one who made me like a cry baby but this time it's not him... Then we chatted and chatted with my blocked nose voice and I told him that CK are having 20% off cause he kinda dig CK's stuff. Then he told me we can go shopping for my new clothes... Then I said... No... It will never ever be bought at any place as the jumpsuit I got was a limited edition in conjunction with Alice in Wonderland and only available in Japan then I told him... Are we flying to Japan to get back my jumpsuit and to fly back to Germany to ask Zara to make another LBD for me? Then he said that he can get me smth similar and he can smell shopping spree... But I wasn't in the mood to smile though I knew he tried to make me laugh... Then I told him that I will tell him what happened the day before on out breakfast meet up. I didn't cried for that long for so so long... And I felt so much better after the conversation... Cause he is not his old self... He changed from being someone who doesn't give a damn about your things to someone who is more attentive and sensitive.... Hmmph... Maybe all these years, I've influenced him in a good way? Perhaps. Hope this change is permanent *cross fingers*
Oh well... after 1 day of normal Valerie day till Mon night night where shit happens... B4 that I was having fun with my 2 elder sis blasting the awesome speakers with some club hits and we were dancing in the room... Then got msg fr someone special that his lappie's cover crack and it's caused by this reckless silly girl... Gosh I felt so bad... Then I started to do my assignments and I searched for journals and I got my hands on my thumbdrive and as usual the anal me with the scan first policy... And so I scanned... Then I tried opening one of the files and it wasn't there. At first I thought that I didn't save it in my thumbdrive but I was so sure that I did.. But it wasn't there... I waste no time and head to elearning and download the file... Then I continue on searching for my journals/articles and as I started to have an idea on how I am going to write my paper, I head to my thumbdrive again to open another file and it wasn't there! It was really fishy then I clicked on my other sem's files and its all EMPTY!!!! OMG!!! This is so unbelievable!!! All my 2 years plus of assignments information and whats what and whats not are all in there... And I am very organized with my thumbdrive with many many sub folders and it's all GONE in just a puff??!!! I was so devastated and I lost my concentration and I couldn't continue on my paper!!!
Why tonight both of us were having similar problems? :(
0 honest opinions:
Post a Comment