Though I enjoy roller coaster physically cause it's freaking heart pumping but not for my emotions. Totally sucks! It made me super uncomfortable and I could even felt my heart lost a beat.

How should I begin this...

Finally I got to rest on this Fri where I get to stay at home the longest.

Spent my afternoon watching Fly With Me and snack loads of junk food :S

Then saw my dog's (Roc Roc) hind leg when I took the clothes in. And I pity him as he was standing with just his 3 tiny legs. T__T I inspect his leg and it doesn't have any cuts or anything then I gave his leg a massage and he bite me several times. Can't blame him cause I bet his muscle is aching. Then I gave him some job around the house and I bring along his motivator, Qina along.

Then continue with my drama and I felt something missing deep within me. And I don't know what was it. And my gastric hits me and it was so horrible... Wanted to talk to someone but not being able to as I was waiting for my reload from sis and the was so pain that I couldn't reach the house phone in my dad's room.

Later in the evening, a friend of mine called and it's regarding to his dog and my emotions were so down as I knew how he felt and I did all I can to help... Which is to search for any 24 hours vet.

Then chatted with bff abt her stuffs which is related to relationships and I was thinking "What am I doing???" Why these inappropriate thoughts came across my mind? I shouldn't be thinking that it's unhealthy!!!! I should get away from this Earth... Oh my dear Alien toy... Can you bring me to Uga Uga planet?

I should think right... Must control my emotions... And it indicated that I should watch SAW and not these lovey dovey movie that made me cry like mad cow!

Nights! Off to bed and gotta wake up early in the morning for SpongeBob event @ pyramid